slacking away..
wasting my time..
feeling guilty about it..
but can't control myself..
tired of studying so many things in a day..
got to endure..
two more months to go..
before i could feel myself from this hectic life..
shall start cherishing every moments i have with my books..
shall start allowing my books to share their knowledge with me..
without grumbling..
without complaints..
without sleeping..
without slacking..
then perhaps i'll feel better..
perhaps i'll be happier..
and less guilty..
got to endure,
endure!
